你说 不是因为没感觉 而是累了 谢谢你告诉我 你那封信息在漆黑的夜晚中渐渐的温暖了我的心 在我身边的人 常常会感到无形的压力 尤其我很在乎的人 我会对他有要求 但对你 我真得很无力 我会要求自己对你完全坦白 但就是在无形中伤到你了 而我在这段感情中学到了 就算性格再怎么相像 不能迎合对方生活也只会是空谈 真的好久没哭了 是没眼泪了 还是我忘了该怎么哭泣 到后来 拿你跟哥哥比 我没有再这样了 我只希望看到开心的你 可是我却发现 你的心已经一点一点的消失 而我再问 你也不再像以前那样在乎我了 不只你会累 我也真得很累 我讨厌那种感觉 那种彷佛我一天不信息你 你就不见了的感觉 我们的交集真的只有我在拼命去维持 而给我的感觉是 我在自作多情 你忙 我知道 但我也不是一个什么都不用做的人 看得出你的心已经不在了 我觉得再这样下去也没意义了才提出分手 你也没有挽留 脱离这种关系 我以为我能够过会从前的生活 然而我依然会想你 时间是一种解药吧

 

After I saw the title..the first idea which come into my mind was my childhood memories.There was when I was still 5yrs old,i have a good friend who is 7yrs old.we r really good..we play together..swim together..do many things together..i like her very much,i will feel excited when i saw her..haha..quite strange ba.that is a hot afternoon,i was just came back with my mum from the pasar.we bought lots of things..when we reached our condo's car park,I saw her just coming down from her school bus.I shouted her and chase her,absolutely forgotten my mum is waiting for me with her things on her hand and still need to press on the button of the lift.I didn't hear she call me,i really didn't.When I was back,she slapped on my face!!This is the first time she beat me..I kept crying and crying in the lift and my mum remain silence.My dad was infront of the lift when the door was open.He was shocked when he saw me,immediately ask for reasons.My mum say nothing and head for our condo,I get in and straight into my little bed room.And before that,I say three words to her,not I love u,but,I hate u.There is about one week she keep on teasing me and I remain silence and keep away from her.One night,my dad went out for work at JB,and mum went out for a long time.She has weak eye sights so cannot see well in night.Without thinking so much,I pick up the phone and phone her.The voice at the other side of the phone was excited..she told me that she has bought the doll I had want for it so long.I was happy,tears roll down my cheeks,at that moment,I realized that what means love.I say "sorry" to her in a weak voice.Though she never say anything but I am quite sure that she was crying,too.This matters touched me so much.And I have learnt that,there is no matter good or bad matters.I should not be so wilkful like a child.I am going to apply on my everyday to "Loved like u have never loved,cherish like u never had before".I will become more mature to face all poblems and the most importantly,I know that,mum loves me..

好累哦。。